Wednesday, May 8, 2019

a poem.


Your World is Harder than Mine: Instructions for Children Heading off to School




If your dream comes to life
and the houses
on our street lift themselves up
and walk off


on their leggy stilts and find different
roosts
          before you come home from school

I will meet you at
the spot in case of fire
under the dying pine -- whose roots are not legs.

But promise me:
if the gunning madman
appears in the schoolyard and your teachers

shout the warning
Shark’s in the tank! Shark’s in
the tank!
pick up your dreamy head and run

on your stilty legs
to the herd’s heart. 
Only I will tell you how to survive:

Let the other children take the first shots.
I will find you
under the pile of bodies -- alive.


[I wrote this poem for my children after a school shooting almost ten years ago. I consider it a brutal poem, one written before we started telling children to run at the gunman. It first appeared in Ploughshares, guest edited by Terrance Hayes. It's now collected in the book Instructions, Abject & Fuming.]